In the eye.

You know how they say its calmer in the eye of a storm?  Thats kinda how I feel.   The last few weeks (and its really only been weeks)  I gone from one step to the next and then review and decide what the next step is.  I then look around at these people all upset and sad about whats going on with Abby.   Abby isn't sad.  Abby isn't' upset.  Abby is just a kid.  She healthy and smart and still has the whole world to conquer.  

Then I look around and notice all the carnage the storm has already caused.  My sweet little baby.  Then the tears start to flow.   Then I look at Abby.

Abby still has a smile on her face and a spring in her step.  She knows its going to be alright.