You know how they say its calmer in the eye of a storm? Thats kinda how I feel. The last few weeks (and its really only been weeks) I gone from one step to the next and then review and decide what the next step is. I then look around at these people all upset and sad about whats going on with Abby. Abby isn't sad. Abby isn't' upset. Abby is just a kid. She healthy and smart and still has the whole world to conquer.
Then I look around and notice all the carnage the storm has already caused. My sweet little baby. Then the tears start to flow. Then I look at Abby.
Abby still has a smile on her face and a spring in her step. She knows its going to be alright.