Today we went to Walmart. Abby was very clingy. Much more then she has been and I found myself getting very frustrated with her. She didn't want to just hold my hand she is 6 and was being a kid but a kid that wanted to hold her mother's hand because she can't see a lot of things. Then there was a moment when Abby couldn't see me and I was about 5 feet in front of her. I felt so bad I didn't think right away what I was suppose to do.
How does one learn to be a mommy to a little girl who could see a few months ago but doesn't really now? I feel like a horrible mother. Isn't it suppose to be instinct. I should know just what to do. We have lived our lives a certain way for year and now I need to get know how to be Abby's mother in a whole different way.